But these days? I get so wrapped up. I pour over the details like a research paper. Cite every resource, but hide the scholarship. And I'm willing to look over the holes. For just a chance, just one chance. And then I play my cards to the best of my ability and still end up going home? Fuck LPTA.
And then there's glimpse of miracles. Blurry photos of Nessie or Sasquatch. And it's either a revolution or a man in a rubber suit. A faked moon landing. Is this supposed to keep me believing? That somewhere out there, hidden in the forest is this idea that I gave up on?