Rock Howard (rockhoward) wrote,
Rock Howard

15 years later, same result

I need to write in plain language.

I am sad, but for what is not and not for what is.

...I thought that I might have a chance. I knew that against the odds and the inclinations, it wasn't realistic. But I had muddled hope.

I gathered so much of my courage. My resolve. I am this better version of myself. But still. Short.

I'm just hurt because it's something that I want a lot. To just be in her arms. To love her. And I can't. my arms are too short.

you laid me down very gently and for that I appreciate it. I hope it doesn't change our friendship. I love talking to you and would never want to make it weird. I get it. I won't bring it up again.
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